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New places. New chapter. New everything.  Anything new in an otherwise set in stone life is almost never a pleasant change. It is a constant inner battle on whether you stay true to yourself and not try as hard, or just give yourself and your beliefs up and just try so hard to fit in. And God its hard. It's such an unfair choice to have to make. The more common and go to choice would be to just say "to hell with it, I need friends goddammit " and just do anything, ANYTHING, to fit in and be heard. But it just almost close to never works. It's frustrating  but it doesn't.  It is just this phase of a whirlwind of emotions, not feeling a 100% , bottomline just feeling like shit really.  I can't describe  it really. It goes from looking in the mirror and going who the hell is that girl looking at me to wanting to just give yourself a really hard slap. It also ranges from I'm  alone and am just going to give up and not care to where the hell is my best friend I...