ANONYMOUS NO MORE :)

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“Man is not what he thinks he is, he is what he hides.”
― Andre Marleux

As much as I hate to admit ,the guy is right.  So after being anonymous and writing under some creative, not so creative name for so long ,I gathered some of my non existent galls (excuse my french) and created this. Every living person on this planet has a common fear, quoting not so subtly from The Fault In Our Stars because come on I am a teenage girl ,is oblivion. It is true, so don't lie to yourself about it. But, contradicting that and calling myself unique, not really,i feared being known. So this post is dedicated to everyone living with an alternate name. Sometimes it is better to come out, rather than weave a web so strong,you'll be stuck yourself. I came across a number of beautiful people with identities known to themselves and no one else because , like me were ashamed of their story,feared people knowing their names,frightened of being judged because in their countries it was easy for them to be. They were all just people trying to fit in, they wrote away their stories without being judged because people did not know who they were. It was easier for them to talk to people. Their stories were heart-wrenching.Dare i say it, they were all broken. They had been through it all, the torture, the abuse, the bullying and they were open,yet not so open about it.But they were all so strong and so beautiful in their own ways.They were put down, several times yet preserved their optimism. They didn't let go of their own. EVER. They were broken, yet beautiful.But i guess, to be broken is its own kind of beautiful.

I, with all sincerity , do not know what made me quit anonymous blogging. Maybe it was seeing those people not facing reality but facing their demons or me not doing either. This blog is going to be Reality 101. Everything in this is going to be me , and not some fancy name i created. Its going to be unbelievable, but in the end at least its going to be the truth. I don't know what I'm typing anymore. f**k. Excuse my french again xP. LALALALA. I know you are judging me right now but meh.

In the words of the lovely Taylor Swift - Do not compare yourself to others because if you do, you are only insulting yourself. It basically means I am special, Deal with it :). What? Just lightening that mood i just created!

P.S- The close window sign is right there if you just wanna leave. Actually, NOO DON'TTT *whining like a baby*. Hehe.

Until next time. CIAO ( Isn't that what the cool people say? no? okay.)

Bye! EAT SHIT!

I Wuv You Random Stranger :') *insert heart and kissy emojis*

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